Now that the election is over...

I am very, very relieved that the election is over. Like many, I cannot stand the days, weeks, and months leading up to Election Day in early November. I don't like politics as a whole, and I definitely do not enjoy watching or listening to commercials and advertisements, no matter which candidate they endorse. Radio, television, and all over the internet - you can't get away from them! But they're over now, for a while at least. Election Day was hectic with high voter turnout, long lines, discouraging polls, and tense anticipation, but the outcome was what many predicted - an Obama victory.

I voted for John McCain to be the next president of the United States of America because his stance on many of the platform issues line up with my personal and, when applicable, Biblical beliefs. That is all that matters when it comes to voting. What do the candidates believe, what do they stand for, and how do those beliefs and values line up with your own? That alone is how one should vote, not because so-and-so and I are both from Party A, or because so-and-so is from Party B, which is the same party to which the current president belongs. Assumed association was falsely used by both sides in this campaign, and I am sick and tired of it. But it's over now. Phew! I think John McCain is a stand-up man with integrity and a sincere, obvious love for this country that nobody can deny. I know he would have been a great president had he been elected. However, he was not elected, so my (our) next president is going to be Barrack Obama.

However, this is not like rooting for your son's football team to win the state championship, watching the team lose the game, and having the season end right there as you watch the opponent hoist the trophy in victory. Rather, it is like rooting for your own team to win the regional championship against a familiar in-conference opponent, losing the game, and then realizing you have no other choice than to root for the team that beat you, because, in a sense, they represent you and your league in the games to come. All the while, you are still a fan of that sport as a whole, so you’ll continue to watch.

The election is strikingly similar. I voted for John McCain because I had a personal interest in what he stood for and what he believed. Now that he has lost, it is only logical and right for me to root for (doesn’t mean I have to agree with) the man that beat John McCain (I wasn't the only one rooting in the game in the first place) because he still does and will continue to represent the United states of America, and I sure want him to do it well. Also, I am still an American. For me to absolutely shun President-elect Obama because I don't agree with him would be completely immature. Many seem to be taking this track for some reason or another. The election is over, and I/we lost. As long as I voted, I did my part to at least try to make a difference. Now, going forward, all I can do is hope that Barrack Obama is who he says he is and does what he promised to do on some issues. Even anchors on CNN and Fox News last night stated numerous times that "Those who voted for Obama still don't know exactly who or what they voted for, but they are hoping that .." This statement arose from the fact that Obama was ultra-liberal when Senator but has had his crossover moments when he thought it necessary to gain a certain group's or demographic's vote (see his campaign against Hillary Clinton). Right or wrong, I think this is very appropriate statement made by those anchors in this situation. Many blindly voted for Obama just because he was running against someone in the same party as President Bush, which is indeed faulty reasoning as I mentioned before.

Obama promised so much "change" and to bring back the "American dream" and told Americans to believe that "we can".. We can what? Anybody could have said those things, but Obama did it impressively, with an evident charisma that blindly captivated the American audience. Now that he got his wish of being President of the USA, I hope he steps up to the plate and delivers what he said he would deliver in that respect. That's all I'm left to do, is hope. However, there are still many areas in which I disagree with Obama, and my stance on those areas will not change. That is for sure. All I'm saying is that instead of hating on Obama like many who opposed him continue to do, I say we be mature about this and hope that those rumors and nightmares we've heard about him are untrue. In other words, let's give him a chance. Maybe I/we were wrong? I think we should give him a chance. There are many speculations out there regarding Obama that have negative and sometimes downright scary strings attached. They very well may be true, but what if they aren't? Only time will tell.

My point is - politics have always been and will continue to be corrupt. Let's not add to the mess by choosing to support or not support someone because of his party affiliation. I do not agree with lots of things he stands for, and on those I (and we) should not and will not change. However, when it comes to him being our next president and a fellow American of mine, I am going to be here hoping he does a great job!

May God continue to bless you.
-Marcum

I just started typing, and this came out

I have a headache right now. There could not be a better time for me to be listening to music through headphones while staring at a bright computer screen in the middle of my darkened bedroom, right? I guess it's probably not the brightest idea, but what else am I to do? It's the same thing every single day, even on weekends. I've spent the last 7 hours of my life watching college football on television. I missed the first half of the Wisconsin/Michigan game because I was busy putting up 63 points on Cincinnati in Madden '09. Brady Quinn (I) went 16 of 17 for 460+ yards and 7 TD (no picks) to go along with my 240 yards rushing. Wow, the Bengals' defense is terrible even in a video game! I followed that game up with a very poor performance against Pittsburgh in the final regular season game. I scored 21 points in the first 3 minutes of the game then proceeded to throw five picks, but I still beat the Steelers by 20-some to finish my undefeated regular season with the Browns. I play on All-Pro, which is the level right below All-Madden, and it's really boring right now. I'm a pretty good Madden player and really need to move up to All Madden, but anyone that plays Madden will tell you that the difference between Rookie -> Pro and Pro -> All Pro is not even close to the difference between All Pro -> All Madden. Once I win the Super Bowl, I'm going to move up to All-Madden and force myself never to look back. But I am really guessing you did not want to hear any of what I just told you. It means nothing to you, and you don't really care. (Unless yo'ure a Madden player who understands what I'm talking about, even in which case you still don't care!) Very little of what I do affects anybody, and I, myself, have very little to look forward to every week as it is. What do I do? I go to work five days a week, Monday through Friday from 7:30am to 4:30pm. Then what? I drive home and watch three episodes of Everybody Loves Raymond from 5-6:30. After that I normally take a quick glance at Yappi and JJHuddle (used to before I got kicked off) to see if there's anything worth talking about. Online sports forums is another topic I want to talk about some day, but I really feel like continuing to randomly rant instead of keeping to a topic. But yah, I do absolutely nothing all week until Friday night where I keep stats for a football team, then go to another game Saturday morning and watch football on television all Saturday afternoon and evening (yep, that's today). I go to church Sunday morning, then watch football all Sunday on television. Wait, somewhere between Saturday's games and Sunday's games I put the finishing touches on my four fantasy football teams/leagues. It adds some competition to my life, fantasy sports that is. I have actually been in the fantasy baseball championship match the last two weeks, and it concludes tomorrow. I'm trailing a little going into the final two days, but my guys have really stepped it up this week after totally choking the first seven days. So, in evaluating what I actually do, I have thought why do I really need to work? (Don't take this the wrong way. I love my job!) I'm paying off my car and my student loans. Outside of that, I don't have a family of my own to care for. Who knows when that will happen. Well, at least I know that if I turn 30 and am still single, I have a few friends that are buying me a Russian mail-order wife. At least I have a backup plan, right? But not for another 8 years. Until then, I guess it's the same old same old? Actually, that brings me to the exact thought that prompted me to write this blog. I saw the Alabama 24 Georgia 0 score in middle of the 2nd quarter and asked myself when the last time was that I had a meaningful, heart-to-heart conversation with someone. You know what's weird? Anyone that has been around me for sometime will tell you that I am often wordy (isn't it obvious), that I have a unique way with words, are pretty articulate, and can debate/think on my feet pretty well.

But to tell you the truth, the most meaningful and fulfilling conversations I have had in the past four years have been over the phone with someone I truly care for; and those conversations were completely full of times I could not think of anything to say not because I was bored or because it was awkard, but because we were discussing something that was meaningful, something that meant something.

I always want to say the right thing in the right way, and maybe I correct others too much for not saying things properly (I'm an anal grammar/English nut). But even in those moments where both of us were silent, both trying to think what we wanted to say and what the other was trying to say as good friends do, it was a moment(s) that I will never forget and that I truly miss experiencing. I long to be as close with someone again so that we can have those conversations, experience those moments of intellectual stimulation that goes past that of simple statistics or facts and extends into meaningful and relevant logic and emotion. I'm looking for someone that will force me to be a better person, not for my own self-conscience but so that others may not have to deal with the bitter person I have been at times over the past few years. That's one word that I am embarassed to say describes me to an extent right now - bitter. I'm kind of embarssed to admit that, because I really don't like bittnerness, but it's the truth. I need an accountability partner - someone neutral and someone that will push me. Everyone has best friends and good friends and acquaintances you get along with, and for those people I am undoubtedly and eternally grateful. However, I think you know what I'm talking about. I am so anxious to find "the one" not because I think "it's about time" or because I haven't had a relationship in a while. That's not why. It's hard to explain, but it's much more important than me. It's about the difference she and I could make in our community (or wherever) when we finally find each other. Everyone has potential and unique skills and talents. I'm no different, but I'm not not using mine, whatever they might be. I have always believed that the "true you" is never fully revealed until you meet that someone that forces it out of you. That is when you find out all the good (and/or bad) that has been built up inside of you. I just hope and think that there is more good left in me than bad. I guess the word that comes to mind right now is motivation. What is really pushing me right now? I really think my Faith will be taken to another level, too, when I finally find the one. I am trying my hardest right now, no doubt! But I am looking forward to that extra level of motivation. Moving into my own apartment is one thing that would consolidate me from so-called "distractions" and enable me to focus on more important things and get me out of my day-to-day pattern. But as many college students can relate, I can't really move out when I have to pay off my college education.

I think I just ran into a dead end. Haha! That was weird. I was typing right along the last little while, but my head just went blank. Hmm... I guess it's time to go watch the rest of the Georgia/Alabama game, which is 31-3 late in the 3rd quarter. Wow, I've been typing for a long time! I am sorry for the length. Leave feedback if you wish!

May God continue to bless you.
-Marcum

Triway Tops Manchester in League Opener

For both Manchester and Triway, this game was going to be a true measuring stick to see where each team stood. Manchester came into the night at 3-0, having beaten Smithville (3-1) in week 1, scoring 50+ points in each of its last two games, and being ranked #7 in DIV in the latest AP poll. Triway on the other hand came in at 2-1, getting a highlight win over DV playoff contender Waynedale in the previous week. Last season's matchup was won by Triway [I]at[/I] Triway, and this year's game was at the same location. That set up for what could be a deciding game in the Principal Athletic Conference race.

Manchester's bread and butter for decades has been their Big 10-like running philosophy, and this year is no different as they had already accumulated over 1,000 yards in their first 3 games on the ground. They didn't show any signs of slowing down in the first quarter as they jumped up on the Titans early as Hunter ran through a gaping hole in the line on his way to a 32-yard touchdown run. That would be it for Manchester's potent rushing attack, though. After their 74 rushing yards in the first quarter, they only amounted for 5 rush yards in the second, 16 in the third, and 7 in the fourth to finish with 102 on the ground.

Triway's Ben Cline followed up his 200-yard performance against Wayedale with another exceptional night against the Panthers. The 6' 195lb Senior running back answered right back with a bust up the middle and outran everyone down the sidelines on his way to a game-tying 64-yard run with just under three minutes to go in the first quarter.

The second quarter was all Triway. Ben Cline got going again by tacking on a 52-yard scamper down the sideline for a touchdown to give Triway a lead they would hold the rest of the game. The ensuing kickoff return saw Triway's Kenny Goldstein get a helmet on the ball as it came [I]flying[/I] out of Kreakbaum's hands and was pounced on by Triway's Patrick Jones to give the Titans excellent field position and a chance to break the game open. The Titans capitalized with 2:40 to go as Sophomore quarterback Derek Carmichael found senior wide receiver Stephan Shehy for a 13-yard strike to put the Titans up 20-7 at halftime.

The game slowed down in the 3rd quarter as both teams were trying to implement their halftime adjustments but could not get anything going. Manchester was winning the field position battle, though, as they upped the intensity and backed Triway up to its own 1 yard line by halfway through the fourth quarter. On 3rd down, Carmichael threw the ball down the sideline for what could have been a much-needed first down, but it was picked offf by Hunter of Manchester. Like clockwork after an emotional turnover, Manchester quarterback Stephen King went for it all on the very next play, finding his tall, physical receiver Tim Pfeiffer in the end zone for a 20-yard TD pass.

That would be all for the Manchester offense, though. After being held on 4th down in their own territory with just over 3 minutes to go in the game, Manchester's defense began to make mistakes. Two personal foul penalties assisted Triway in their game-sealing scoring drive that finished with 1:43 on the board and was capped off by Carmichael's 1-yard plunge into the end zone on 3rd down and goal.

The game was ultimately put on ice when Triway's Brandon Butcher (4 tackles, 1 TFL, 3 sacks, 1 INT) picked off King with under 30 seconds to go in the game. King started the game 0-8 passing and finished 8-22 for 143 yards, 1 TD and 2 interceptions (other intercepted by Triway's Kenny Goldstein). Manchester's star running back Zac Kreakbaum, who coming into the game had piled up 444 yards and 8 rushing TD's had only 51 yards on 12 carries. Hunter finished with 67 yards on 6 totes with his first quarter score.

Triway was led on the ground by Ben Cline who finished with 171 yards and 2 touchdowns on 21 carries. Carmichael, whose first varsity start came in the previous week's win over 3-1 Waynedale, was still filling in for normal starter Cole Drake who was out for the 2nd week in a row with a bruised knee. Carmichael showed no signs of inexperience as he exhibited a gutsy, physical, and [I]effective[/I] performance by going 11-14 for 68 yards with 1 TD and 1 interception. His primary target was fellow Sophomore Sawyer Polen who caught 7 passes for 35 yards.

Both teams will need to get back to work as they have key PAC-7 matchups coming up next week. Triway travels to undefeated CVCA in what could be another telltale game for the PAC-7 lead. They hope their defense can keep up their strong play up front as they will face one of the best running backs in the state in Pettigrew. Manchester will host a 3-1 Fairless team that is playing inspired under a new coach.

May God continue to bless you.
-Marcum

It's Football Season!

I know it's a week late, but I am so excited that football season is finally upon us! Last week sparked the beginning of the Ohio high school football season. Where better to live during football season than in Ohio? Our high school football programs and traditions are among the best in the country, and the same goes for our collegiate programs. We of course have Ohio State, but we also have national power Mount Union amongst us. We are so privileged to live in a state that shows so much passion for the sport.

Football season is special.
It's Autumn, the cloudy skies and colorful leaves laying on the moist ground.
It's the beginning of a new school year, with the whole school getting excited for the Friday night matchups.
It is the whole community gathering at the same place at the same time to root and to critique.
It's the Friday Night Lights.
It's running down the field during opening kickoff.
The turnovers. The highlight reels.
It's high school student-athletes giving their all for a sport they love alongside the friends they love.
It's the memories.
It's graduating the year before, coming back to watch the game, and it turns out to be aspontaneous reunion.
It's having all the Seniors over at someone's house after the game, waking up sore early the next morning and migrating to films, together.
It's grabbing the newspaper as soon as you wake Saturday morning to catch up on all that happened the night before.
It's JV football, a time to nurse your sores (physical or emotional) while you still get to watch the game of football.
It's Friday night. It's Saturday night. It's a whole weekend.
It's going from the local games on Friday night to the big games at big venues on Saturday night.
It's the marquee matchups.
It's the high hopes and the letdowns.
It's the rivalries.
It's The Ohio State University.
It's the Horse Shoe verse the Big House.
It's the scarlet and gray verse the maize and blue.
During this time of year, football is life!

May God continue to bless you.
-Marcum

Dogs are Part of the Family

There are not many things in this world of which I am scared; only three, in fact. They are 1) awkward conversational moments, 2) endless ocean waters, and 3) the possibility of never finding a wife. That's it. However, there's been something creeping up on me for almost a year now that is beginning to scare me a little bit. One of my dogs is getting very old, and I'm afraid we're going to have to put him down sometime soon.

Anyone who has ever lost or had to put down a pet knows how hard it is. As the title of this blog says, "Dogs are Part of the Family." I guess you could substitute "dogs" with "pets," but I don't really like cats or birds or fish or iguanas, or cows (don't ask), so I'll stick with dogs. When I was about 17 or 18 years old we had to put down one of our 3 dogs, Brownleg. He was my brother's dog, and we had had him for over 16 years before his hips and legs got too weak to go up/down stairs or sit/stand up without pain or any progress whatsoever. He was indeed part of our family. I thought my dad, brother, and myself were all "manly men" with your typical reserved emotions; but that is one thing that, no matter how mature you are or how far away you see it coming or how much you try to prepare, still gets to you. We ended up taking Brownleg to the vet and then buried him when we got home, completing one of the toughest days any of us have ever gone through.

Well, we've had our yellow lab Max ever since I was in grade school, at least 10-12 years I think. He has been the one dog out of our three that I have bonded with the most. I used to be the one at home during summers taking care of him and the other dogs while my parents were at work, and my brother was the one that bonded with Brownleg (that leaves my mother's dog, Mo, our black lab that is mentally retarded but is wearing on me). Outside of the 2 years when I lived in Columbus for college, Max has slept in my room since as long as I can remember. When I come home late at night (which is a lot), he is always there laying underneath the kitchen table waiting for me. As I walk past the table to my bedroom where my computer and television are, he gets up from underneath the table and follows me into the room every time and lays down at the foot of my bed on the white-hair-layered, navy blue carpet. He will wait there until I get off the computer and crawl into bed, and then he'll get up and put his head on the side of my bed and wait for my okay before jumping up.

That's how it used to be, at least. About 2-3 months ago there were a few nights in a row where he would try to jump up onto my bed and would get stuck halfway, like a rock-climber losing his grip on the very top rock of a cliff. It was weird, because I seriously think that Max was embarassed when this happened. For about a month, I had to help him up onto the bed every night because he wouldn't jump without any assistance. After a while, I needed to completely pick him up and put him on the bed. After doing that for a while, I decided to force him to try to get up himself; but he would get stuck, and I kept having to help him back down off the side of the bed without hurting himself. He would then turn and cower by the foot of my bed for the rest of the night. After a few nights of this, I stopped giving him the okay and made him sleep at the foot of my bed.

After I stopped allowing Max up on my bed, he caught on quickly like most smart dogs would. But for some reason earlier this week, I was laying in bed and he put his head up on the foot of my bed like old times, waiting for me to tell him it was okay. I thought he had given up since I had, but I patted the bed and said "okay." He jumped right up like a champ... So proud of him. So, all this week he's been sleeping on my bed. I know deep down, though, that we are both setting him up for failure. But as I told my mom earlier this year, Max may not live another year or maybe two, so I'll let him jump up as long as he's able. I can handle the more-than-regular vaccuuming of my floor and changing/cleaning of my top blanket(s). Remember, he is one hairy, shedding dog!

As I type, Max is laying sprawled out on the carpet behind me, between me and my television/bed. But who knows how long we'll have him. I know the day is coming when we'll have to get rid of him, and I am kind of scared - I am curious as to how I will react. But that is still a little while off, so why am I dwelling? He is part of the family, and we will enjoy him as long as he's still with us.

May God continue to bless you.
-Marcum

Fantasy Football's Saddest Story

Every year I join a couple different fantasy football leagues, some on ESPN and others on Yahoo. I even used to host a competitive league every year for about 6+ years from during junior high until after high school. I always tried to be a fair and "professional" league commissioner when it came to the draft, the scoring system, the playoff structure, team transactions, and the overall operating of the league.

Ever since my friends have gone to college, it's been hard to maintain my own fantasy football league(s) each year, so I have focused more on joining others' leagues. Brian Teter runs a good league on ESPN that I enjoyed being a part of last year, even though I finished 2nd to last - it's not always about winning in fantasy football! I am in his league again this year and am ready to compete in the "knock-down, drag-out world of make believe football." (See Bud Light's Real Men of Genius: "Mr. Fantasy Football Manager Guy"... hilarious!)

Then there is another league I am in this year called "fantasy foozeball 2008" on Yahoo. There are 12 (twelve) teams in the league, so I thought it would be an interesting experience and a challenge as well. Those that are familiar with fantasy football know the disadvantages and lack of depth that come along with having a 12-team league when most leagues have 8-10 teams. Well, this league went downhill as soon as the draft was completed. It was an autopick draft; and when this happens, each member is basically at the mercy of the commissioner. Most commissioners will have a scheduled date and/or time for the draft and make sure all members of the league are aware when that is going to occur, but this league was not the case.

The commissioner set the draft status to "Ready" and the draft was completed a few hours later. However, that's not the aspect with which I have a problem. What I do have a problem with is how the draft went down, being the most shady draft I've ever been a part of. Well, I wasn't even a part of the draft, as it was almost done for us. A normal commissioner would set the draft status to "random" so that nobody has a clear advantage over anybody else. Up until this draft, I thought the worst case scenario was seeing the commissioner give himself the first overall pick. Maybe even worse than that would be setting up the draft to get the first overall pick and the first pick in each round thereafter. But no, what this commissioner did was worse than that. The person in charge of the league went and obviously hand-picked his team before the draft even started, and the rest of the teams were left to pick from whoever was still available. Remember, this is a 12-team league. Here is his roster accompanied by a brief explanation for those not familiar with the players' rankings:

QB- Tom Brady, Ben Roethlisberger
Explanation: Tom Brady was the #1 QB and #1 overall point-getter last year, and it wasn't even close. In many leagues he was the very first player drafted. He has all his receivers back and will be amazing again this year. According to ESPN, Ben Roethlisberger is the #5 QB in the NFL when it comes to fantasy, especially with the emergence of some of his receivers. Dont' worry, it gets better (or worse?).

WR- Randy Moss, Terrell Owens, Larry Fitzgerald, Braylon Edwards, Donte' Stallworth, Anthony Gonzalez
Explanation: Randy Moss is the #1 WR by far. Terrell Owens is easily the #2 WR. Edwards is the #4 WR, and Fitzgerald #11. Then he picked Stallworth 'cuz he's on the Browns and projected to be the #2 WR on the team behind Edwards (when Edwards doesn't get the TD catch, it's probably going to Stallworth), and Gonzalez 'cuz he is from Ohio State and has Peyton Manning throwing to him.

RB- Ladanian Tomlinson, Adrian Peterson, Frank Gore, Steven Jackson, Darren McFadden
Explanation: Probably the most ridiculous of all the positions, Tomlinson, Peterson, and Jackson are the #1, #2, and #3 ranked players in the entire draft (ahead of Tom Brady and Randy Moss) according to Yahoo, which is where this league is being hosted. Gore is the #7 RB, and McFadden is the big-name rookie from Arkansas that will be the primary back for Oakland this season.

TE- Jason Witten, K- Matt Stover, DEF- Chargers...
Explanation: I grouped this positions together since there is only one spot for each. I'll begin with Matt Stover at kicker. This is the weakest spot on the commissioner's team, yet Matt Stover is a sure Hall of Famer down the road, and the #1 most accurate kicker in the NFL's history. He is towards the back end of his career, but he's still been consistent over the years. Jason Witten at tight end is a highly-coveted pick. Although the tight end position was deep this year with 6-8 elite TE's out there, just having a TE of Witten's caliber is ridiculous considering the rest of his team. Last but certainly not least is his defensive team, the Chargers. Now, defenses can be inconsistent and somewhat unpredictable, and that is exactly why this team's manager picked San Diego: They are the #2 projected defense on Yahoo and #1 on ESPN, and they have been proven and consistent over the years.

Well, that is the team's roster of the worst screw-job I've ever seen in fantasy football. It was a very easy decision for me to drop all my players in that league and ask to be removed. Since then, I have been locked by the commissioner so I cannot post or trade or make any roster moves, which is awesome. Who cares? I'm also happy that someone other than the commissioner picked up some of my players which could help that person's team. After being through this situation and seeing how bad league commissioners can really get, I now see how good most commissioners are. Thank you, good guys!

May God continue to bless you.
-Marcum

Ode to the Offensive Linemen

I have heard the Ode to the Offensive Linemen a number of times over the years, and they are all true. There are a number of verions out there, but this one, I think, may say it the best. Here's to you, offensive linemen!

Offensive Linemen,

I am an offensive lineman
You will not see my picture on posters in young boy’s rooms.
You will not see boys wearing my number on replica jerseys.
I am an offensive lineman.

If I do my job, you will hear the crowd cheer
for the man carrying the ball.
You will be amazed at the statistics
my quarterback and running backs achieve.
My team will be successful. If I don’t do my job,
you will hear my coach complain to me.
You will hear fans complain about
my poor effort and lack of ability.
My team will fail.
I am an offensive lineman.

I am part of a corp of dedicated athletes.
Practice is harder for me.
Sprints are not easy for me like those of swift feet.
Conditioning asks more of me than those who touch the ball.
I do not complain.
It is my back on which the team depends.
I must work harder - I have more responsibility.
I am an offensive lineman.

I do not play a talent position.
I play a skill position.
Talent players see their names in the paper.
'The line did a great job tonight'
the talented player says in the paper.
You see, I have no name.
I am an offensive lineman.

I hold no grudge for the accolades given to my backs.
They are my teammates.
Their achievement is my reward.
I am a member of a corp of dedicated athletes.

I do not thrive on personal praise, glory or recognition.
I am satisfied with the companionship, loyalty
and cooperation of my fellow offensive linemen.
Achieving honor together is greater
than anything I can accomplish myself.
I am proud of the job I do and I am proud of the job WE do.
What others do for personal glory I do for my team’s triumph.
I'll never complain.
I will endure whatever is necessary so that
My team, My school and My community will be celebrated.
I am an offensive lineman

May God continue to bless you.
-Marcum

Ode to the Football Mom

I heard this poem on (and copied from) 98.1 WKDD this morning on my way to work, and it was very good! Fall is one of the best times of the year, especially in Ohio. Here's to all you football moms out there!

UPDATE: I have since been notified that the original author of this article/poem was Deb Krieg, and it was published in 1982. At the bottom of this page you can see a picture of the original publication, as well. Enjoy!

Football Moms,

You dreaded this year’s arrival, but it has come just the same - a year full of promise but so many “last times”.

You have been top-of-the-world elated when your son has a good night and endured his deathlike silences when he hasn’t. It is amazing how the family mood bobs with the rhythm of each game.

You have laughed, cried, screamed, sulked, pouted, sweat, pulled your hair, bit your nails, bit your tongue, paced, worried, shoved, frowned, and smiled all very gracefully and within a two hour span.

Such is the life of a Football Mom.

You may not be in on the big play, but you feel the thrill of victory and the agony of defeat right along with your son. You keep your composure when some fan behind you wants your son’s head while the opponent on the field is smashing it into the grass. “Get off him, that’s my baby”, you’d like to shout!

You breathe football at this time of year - especially this time of year when your heart whispers, “just a little longer”, as the season slides by. You plead and bargain, knowing full well that some other mother on the opponent’s team is making her own deal with the almighty, but you do it anyway, because you no more want it to end than your son does. You do not want to see the desperation in his eyes and the pain on his face as he struggles to put away childhood dreams. You are helpless in the stands with no way to make it better.

Is it worth it?

You bet it is!!!

Every lost sock and busy Friday night; every recovering Saturday; every aspirin; every ruined hair do; hot bath; goose bumps; and every obnoxious fan and sportswriter you’ve had to tolerate is worth it. The fun isn’t measured by how many times your son gets into the newspaper, the game or what he does when he gets there. The fun – what makes those trips to the ER for the pigskin stitches all worthwhile – is watching a game, watching what a sporting experience can do to convert your little boy into a young man. Watching him tackle the word and you have a front row seat!

You still see that rambunctious 5-year-old playing football in the yard. You bite your lip and hold back the tears because though you are fiercely proud of the man, you miss the boy. In fact, you mourn for all the little boys. You have watched them grow up together, plot and scheme together, win and lose together. They have raided your kitchen, camped out in your basement, stole your heart. They are blessed with something they will never have again. They know it and you know it.

So you pray that wonder will last another game, and then another, because as long as it does, you hang on to a piece of your boy for a bit longer. Watching him walk off that field one last time will be no less painful than giving birth to him all those years ago.

Enjoy the season moms – you’re the best! And, hey guys – don’t forget to give mom a bigger hug this week as the season starts. There’s nobody in the stand cheering for you harder!
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May God continue to bless you.
-Marcum

Unbelievable High School Coaching Situation

I have removed my post, but you are still able to read the comment that someone posted.

May God continue to bless you.
-Marcum

Don't Doubt Baseball

Recently, on JJHuddle, there were a few people that were bashing the sport of baseball saying how it was easy and how you don't have to be a good athlete and were complaining about kids playing Summer baseball and so on. It didn't really strike a nerve with me, but it did prompt the following post, which I thought could serve as a nice little blog entry. The rest of this entire entry is my post:

I was reading the debate about baseball, and, being a high school varsity baseball coach, I thought I'd chime in. I hope I don't get too lengthy, and I don't mean to "preach" at all. I hope I am not reopening a can of worms or dragging back out the dead horse, but I am just sharing my perspective and personal opinions. :-)

Baseball is not an easy sport. It may be a "boring" sport for spectators that don't enjoy or understand the game, but it is not easy. Chemistry, attitude, and leadership are equally as important in baseball as they are in football or any other sport for that matter. They carry a little different role in each sport, but they are just as important to their respective sports. Football is the more obvious team game, where you must have everyone doing the right thing at the right time. Baseball is just as much of a team sport involving chemistry, but it's not nearly as obvious. Not even considering off the field and in the dugout stuff (that's a whole different ball game, there), chemistry on the baseball diamond, especially defensively, is equally as important. (The only exception might be the excessive chemistry needed for a cohesive offensive line unit, which I admire and admit.) When you have two middle infielders turning a double play, there needs to be excellent chemistry betewen them to be consistently good over the course of a season (see Omar Visquel and Robbie Alomar). You can't replace Omar Visquel with Ozzie Smith, and visa versa, and expect the same results! (Well, maybe with Ozzie Smith, but you get the picture. :-) ) Certain pitchers throw to a different catcher than the full-time/"every day" catcher because they work with that catcher more often. And so on and so forth.

As outfielders (outfield is my "specialty", if you will), knowing how the other outfielders play, their range, their vocal tendencies, etc. are all important when fulfilling your job as an outfielder. You can't always teach these things. Outfielders/outfielders and even outfielders/infielders must work as one unit as well. I preach to my outfielders the importance of communication... not just between the outfielders themselves, but with the rest of the team for various reasons, into which I won't go in fear of boring you. Baseball is not a one-person sport. You can only have your stud hitter get up every 9 batters, whereas you can easily give your best athlete the football every other play or your best basketball player the ball every posession. You will never see a single player dominate because of his physical prowess in baseball like you will in football or basketball. Pitchers are the lone exception because of how they can be put on a pedastil after a dominating performance (I wouldn't even call it an exception, since it isn't necessarily their physical prowess that allows them to dominate, as it is their technique and mind/location.)

All in all, baseball is a game of little things, just like any other sport. QB's and WR's throw on the field every day after lifting during the summer... baseball players play baseball games against other schools... basketball players play games against other schools. I read similar comments a while back on here - where football and basketball players can more easily be athletes and succeed, good baseball players need to be good baseball players, and you become a better baseball player by practicing. Being a student of the game is just as important, if not more important in baseball than the others. That's why there is winter hitting league, Baseball season, then Summer baseball, then Fall baseball, as opposed to Football season and the generally referenced "offseason." Don't get me wrong, I am not for Fall baseball. I want every kid to play 2 or 3 sports, as many as he is able to play. All the coaches at our school encourage multiple sports. Sometimes it is hard recognizing the fine line between the end of baseball (or any non-Fall sport activities) and the beginning of football, and so on, but that's the risk you take. We had a good discussion about that in relation to Smithville. It's a delicate subject.

May God continue to bless you.
-Marcum

College Really Does Pay Off

All my friends and I have been complaining for years about our college debt and have dreaded repaying our student loans. Every once in a while in our conversations, the point will be brought up that it would have been so much cheaper just not going to school, and that the time spent in class could have been spent getting a start on a job. Through my personal experiences and those of my friends, though, I can tell you that you are not better off staying out of school.

We all know how expensive college is, but there are so many more advantages you will gain by going through school than the single disadvantage of another payment for so many years after you graduate. First of all, possibly the most underrated aspect of college is education. What you learn in college (or at least from some type of post-high school educational institute) is invaluable. That education is not always directly translatable into exactly what you will be doing when on the job, but the experience you gain in a variety of aspects of your major is a huge benefit. Also, many colleges and universities don't just have professors - they have experienced professionals that have worked in the field for so many years and held so many positions. This is huge, too! I know at DeVry University (where I went to school), every single professor I had had been a full-time professional for at least 5 years in that field sometime in their life. My psychology professor was a full-time psychologist. My public speaking instructor was originally a public speaker and corporate trainer for some of the biggest companies in the world Those are just a few examples, not to mention the countless programmers and business analysts that taught me.

Outside of the education, universities want their students to succeed (it looks good on their record, too!), so they will do everything in their power to make sure their students get the correct education and get placed into their desired field of study after graduation. I learned this first hand with my career services advisor, Veronica, whose number I even have in my cell phone. I worked closely with her (mostly because of her desire to help in my job search) not only with job search but also picked her brain for the unique knowledge she had of hundreds of companies that had hired from DeVry in the past. She knew managers and presidents, she knew hiring and interviewing techniques specific to each company, she knew what companies had awesome reputations, average ones, and those which she flat out told me not to pursue. She was a huge help in the development of my career, and I am thankful. Every school has career services advisors, though, even high schools. Use them!

Your work experience and job search doesn't start when you graduate, though. Some people, before they go to college, say "I think I might look for a part-time job on campus when I'm at school to earn a little extra money." Unfortunately, that's not how it works at a lot of schools. Almost every school for which I have examined their educational processes actually forces their students to engage in an official, professional internship in their field of study. First of all, this helps encourage kids to get off their butts when in the dorm and look for the right internship instead of getting what's left when the time comes, and it also adds the #1 most precious item to your resume: Work Experience! Though all my experiences (worked in my field of study at an Internet Service Provider, Software Company, and where I'm at now as an Applications Developer/Programmer), I have been reminded over and over again how important relevant work experience is for your resume and ultimately obtaining a real job. And this internship (and any other relevant) work experience will raise your entry level pay quite considerably! One note I must add, though, is that finding the right internship, making it work, and then participating adequately in your post-college job search takes lots of effort on your part. I never said it was easy!

Relevant work experience is the biggest advantage of internships for your career/resume (along with the potential to stay with the company full-time after the internship is over), but it isn't the biggest part of your interview. What is the most important part of your interview? Relevant work experience? No. Hard skills in the field? No. It is your personality! It may be hard to beleive for some of you, but it's true. Maybe not back in the day, but it is really what companies are turning to in today's working society. The better the person, the better work that person will do. They can be taught. (Some companies' specialty is proving training.) At IGC Software in Columbus where I used to work, there were three others interviewing for the same position. After I had gone through my second interview, I was still in the office taking my tour when another guy, who came in after me, had interviewed and left before I got back. I asked about that, and the employer said the following: "He was as stale as a bag of crackers. No personality. He sure knew his stuff, that's for sure! But he would not fit in here, working with us." Never forget that!

That's about all I have to say about college at this point. There are so many other advantages - living on your own, developing even more responsibility and discipline, re-recognizing your values and beliefs (not changing, but strengthening), and so on. Many have had negative experiences at college, and many times it's the result of a combination of a run of bad luck, a professor or two that got you off on the wrong foot, family problems, and so on. So many variables... but in the end, I wouldn't trade my expensive, distant, uncomfortable college times for anything.

May God continue to bless you.
-Marcum

Underage Drinking

Teenage drinking - no, underage drinking - is easily one of my top pet peeves. It has gone on forever and will continue to go on forever, and I am aware of that. Having been a coach at the high school level, I have seen kid after kid sign the "No Alcohol" letter before the season starts, and then turn around and throw his/her commitment to his teammates, classmates, coaches, and school right out the window just weeks or days later at some party, or anywhere for that matter. Yes, I know that underage drinking happens with kids of all types, but I want to focus on those that participate in athletics, since that is more of my area.

In high school, we all know how many cliques there are and how athletes are subconsciously set above others for some reason or another, right or wrong. Because of this, athletes have an obligation and are forced to hold the title "role model" especially when it comes to the little kids who go to watch them every Friday night or in the gym or out on the diamond, and that grow up wanting to be "the next so-and-so." Everyone has seen those kids running around. Do today's high-schoolers not know it's not only against school/team policy, but that it is against the law? Someone, please tell me what makes you "cool" by drinking alcohol while under the age of 21. Feel free to share!

Something else that just blows my mind is not only the fact that they break the law and drink while underage and think it's cool, but they post pictures of themselves doing it on Facebook and MySpace. Right now I have a friend on Facebook, an 18-year old 2008 graduate from Orrville High School in Orrville, OH, whose status says "[insert name] is... getting her drankkk on." How dumb and immature can you be? I have seen similar status lines from supposed role models in the area, high school multi-sport athletes who were given a historical and prestigious area scholarship ("Roy Bates Scholarship" for those of you who are from around Wayne County, OH). When I heard who won the awards, I was blown away and thought one of two things was going on. Either 1) The people giving out the scholarships do absolutely no research on the candidates ('cuz believe me, it's not hard to find this evidence) in terms of morals, responsibility, and role model characteristics, or 2) They just flat out don't care.

There is one more group I would like to call out: the parents who knowingly host parties with alcohol for underage kids. What are they thinking? They could get in much more trouble than the kids, and they have so much more responsibility and obligation to do what's right. I was blown away recently when I was attending a party with some of my friends, and high schoolers showed up... young high schoolers... drunk. First of all, why were Freshmen in high school drinking? Second, why were they driving? And third, why in the heck didn't the parents take away their keys?!? Those girls drove home that night, too, but luckily got there safely.

Don't worry, I am not a hypocrite. I have done my part to try to make a difference on this issue. I have been asked many, many times by underage kids (sometimes those whom I coach, and then other friends I have in high school) to buy them alcohol. They pick me because they know I'm a quiet person and normally am a pushover and will do anything for anybody. But this is one thing that I will NEVER do - I will never buy alcohol for an underage kid, and I don't know why anybody would. When I tell them that I'm not going to buy it for them, I give them a lengthy explanation why not before I get off the phone. I will never host a party with alcohol, either, if I know underage kids will be there. And when I do see a friend or high schooler drinking alcohol, I say something (same thing goes for marijuana, which has magically shown up before with teenagers at a party at my house while I was still in high school... that did not go over well, to say the least). Sometimes I say something directly to the person if I know them at all, and other times it's indirect so they can definitely hear me and sense my tone. I have a leadership role and a moral responsibility to stick up for what is right for the kids' sake, and I will continue to do that (but always in the right way, with tact). Am I totally alone on this issue? Because I'll tell you what, it sure feels like I am.

May God continue to bless you.
-Marcum

Back to the Weight Room (and Track)

I was in the weight room all the time during high school, lifting and working out for football and baseball. In fact, during the Summer between my Freshman and Sophomore years, I went from a lanky, weak 160lb Freshman to a filled out, solid, much stronger 175lb Sophomore ready for varsity football. I never would have dreamed of such an improvement in my strength and size over the course of one Summer, but it happened. Ever since then, I have known what kind of work it takes to get into really good shape, but sometimes I just don't seem to have the motivation or self-discipline.

When I went to college in '05, I paid for a membership to a gym there and had the discipline to work out religiously, almost like I did during high school. I'm not sure how I did it, but I went four days a week between school and work, no matter what my schedule was like. For about a year, my schedule was classes 8am-1pm, work out 2pm-3:30pm, and then work 4pm-midnight, four days a week. But I stuck with it for over a year, and it paid dividends! I never thought I would get into better shape than I was during my athletic years in high school, but I was actually in the best shape of my life around October of '06. I could run at a high speed forever, the weights on my lifts were higher than in high school, and I was pretty darn cut with an impressive, real 6-pack if I do say so myself.

Why am I mentioning all of this? I am not trying to brag at all - I do have a point. LoL! My point: I have done it all without ever taking any whey protein or shakes or any type of performance-enhancing or muscle-building supplements. I've always been proud of the fact that I was completely "all natural" and had benefited from strictly hard work, sweat, and dedication, and no supplements or other items. (I just re-read that, and it sounded like I am saying I was huge! Haha. Not the case, I was just a very in-shape, strong, 5'11" 175lb man... an outside linebacker type of shape) Don't get me wrong, I don't have a problem with people who do use supplements, no problem at all (except steroids); I have just chosen to take the hard road.

That brings me to the final and main point of this post. After switching jobs, baseball season going on and then ending (I coach at the high school varsity level), and a very messed up schedule, I have been out of the weight room for quite some time, and it shows. My friends and I are going on a cruise in January, and both of them have been working out consistently for almost 6 months. I have always said that if you give me the right workout routine (which I have now) and 3 months of consistent and dedicated time, I can get into impressive shape. I have toyed with the topic of supplements, like taking them religiously like I have seen others do. But then again, I would like to stay completely natural... but I guess it's not a really big deal?

Well, I started back in the weight room and on the track today after a couple false starts the past month or so. I decided that no matter my schedule or how tired I am, I am putting in the time and the effort to make it work, on a consistent basic. I have a key to the high school weight room, and I have a workout schedule given to me by our athletic trainer who worked with Temple University and The Ohio State University's athletic training departments, and I am finally ready to take this seriously again. I don't really even care about being in shape for the cruise. I just want to be in better athletic shape and look better.

I have set an October 31 goal for myself, at which time I am going to stand back and check my progress. Why October 31? Well, it's just over 3 months from now, and last year on Halloween one of my friends and me agreed we were going down to Columbus the following year on Halloween night, which just happens to be a Friday. We are pumped! Anyway, I think that's about all I had to say. But if you have had some experience with healthy, legal supplements (good experiences or bad), let me know what you think. Is it worth the money? How much do they really help (when combined with the right diet and workout routines)? Etc, etc. Thanks!

May God continue to bless you.
-Marcum

Taking Ownership of Your Faith

This is something that has been on my heart for quite some time, and I have felt strongly in it ever since I myself left for college in July of 2005. The audience for this message is clear and definite: Men and women of the Christian Faith who are leaving for college either for the first time or any time thereafter. If you fit in that category, this instance of my blog is meant for you.

As many young Christians are, I was born into a Christian family and was brought up in the church. My parents and extended family assisted in my upbringing, and for which I am forever greatful. The one thing they did not prepare or tell me about, though, was the challenges that were laying ahead of me as I left for college in Columbus, Ohio. There are the obvious challenges of going to school somewhere other than your hometown: having the self-discipline to wake up for and go to class every morning, being exposed to a different or at least an intensified/diversified lifestyle, "college life," and all the challanges that go along with those as well as many others. I assumed those and was prepared for those.

But as a college Christian, you are faced with another challenge: not just keeping the Faith you already have while going to school, but taking control and owning that Faith. You no longer have your parents there trying their best to make sure you're home by a decent time Saturday night, waking you up Sunday morning, and ultimately telling/showing you what they wish you to believe. It's all up to you, now. It is now in your hands to 1) Recognize that you do have Faith, 2) Find out exactly what you believe through studying the Scripture, 3) Decide how you plan to maintain and grow in your Faith as we are called to do, and most importantly, 4) Do it.

The one principle that sticks in my mind that I feel obligated to point out is that of Absolute Truth. What is Absolute Truth? It is a rather broad subject, and you can search the internet if you want a more descriptive definition, but here is a brief explanation: Absolutely Truth is based on the belief/evidence that what is said in the Bible is non-wavering and is meant to be followed. Absolute Truth, in the context of which I speak, is not about the core beliefs of Christianity, but more of the building blocks of our moral/ethical decisions and everyday lives. Find the principles set before us by Jesus - what is Right and what is Wrong - and do your best to follow in His footsteps.

With our country and its colleges and universities rapidly turning more liberal every year, we are taught and pressured more than ever to "make up our own beliefs" and decide for ourselves what we think is right or wrong in a way that best benefits us, so we can do what we want to do and not feel bad about it. Absolute Truth essenitally says that it's not up to you to decide what is right and wrong - that God has already decided and told you through His Word. Yes, there is absolute truth; and when you begin to recognize and admit the basics of Absolute Truth, you are on your way to building your Faith with strong, applicable guidelines. Discipline and conviction are two words that also come to mind. You know what discipline is. But conviction is just as important. As described by Dictionary.com, conviction is "a fixed or firm belief;" by "fixed" it means steady and unchanging, and by "firm" it means strong and being self-confident in that belief. Having strong convictions is a positive trait.

I guess I don't know how else to convey this concept to you, so I'll stop at that. I have confidence that if you have read this blog entry and have seriously tried to grasp what I'm trying to say, you will seek me out and talk to me more about it if you feel the need. And be reminded that in no way am I talking down to anybody. That is never the case. This blog entry is just something that I have felt moved to discuss in terms of those of my friends that are heading out to school, and to be used as a form of encouragement for you. I am open to talk any time! Also, ask about Rick Warren's "A Call To Radical Commitment".

May God continue to bless you.
-Marcum

I Let Them Get Away

Okay, so maybe it was their choice, but it was my fault. I'm talking about the girls I had in arms' reach but let slip away. I'm not talking about anything recent, though. Don't worry. I'm talking a number of years back. Oh, those were the years! Or were they? I used to think I would trade anything to have those times back, but I've learned so much from my mistakes and am glad I have been able to move on and learn from my shallow living and petty thinking. But maybe if I went back, I could do the right thing. Maybe? I am not sure.

I had two or three very good female friends back then that showed obvious signs that they wanted to see what could happen between us. They were confident and mature about it, but I never saw that for some reason. I went along for a while; but then, as always, I was stupid and dismissed them for whatever reason, and sometimes for absolutely no reason at all. One instance sticks in my mind above all the others, and I eventually made the #2 stupidest decision in my life. Easily top 2, maybe #1... it's close. If only I knew then what I know now, I really think things today would be different. Both situations are eerily similar, and I regret how I handled both of them.

I always knew what was really important. But for some reason, I never acted on it. Now I know and recognize it, and now I really know what I want in a girl; and I am doing my best to make them match. The two whom I let slip away are still very good friends of mine, and I wouldn't change anything right now, even if I could! That is definitely not what I am saying. Do not take this the wrong way. Friendship is the most important thing. Period!! Both of them are very happy, and I'm not about to wish anything different upon them whatsoever. I am thrilled for both of them! I am merely blogging to vent about my stupidity and how I used to treat people back then. I even got a 2nd chance with one of them, this coming after I thought I had gotten past my old self. But I think I did the damage the first time around and never stood a chance.

So, a word from the wise to the up-and-coming: Find out now what is really important in a relationship. Not what is cool, not what is "in," and not what gets you the most acceptance or popularity. What is important? Make a mental note, write it down, something. Then, never stray from that core list of values in your "search" for that special person. But, friendship is the ultimate goal. Maybe I suggest not to go out searching at all? God's timing is the ultimate guide. You can search, you can try all you want. But I really believe that person God has meant for you will find you, and visa versa. Dont' stress yourself out, or else the stress will be your self-induced relationship hindrance! Yes, I speak from experience.

May God continue to bless you!
-Marcum

JJHuddle: My Pride vs. My Comeback

From my Freshman year of high school in 2001-'02 until last football season, I was a big-time contributor on the JJHuddle web site. JJHuddle is an online sports forum where you can log in and talk about high school sports with people from all around Ohio. My handle was "thePITman." During my 6-year involvement with JJHuddle I built a reputation of a solid and knowledgeable Triway HS fan and a supporter/follower of all the area teams while accumulating well over 10,000 posts along the way. I'll put it this way: Many friends and others in our district and community address me as "Pit" instead of my name nowadays just because of my once-serious involvement in the site (look at the name of this blog, and you'll understand!).

Anyway... Because of my personal involvement with the high school scene and serving as a coach for the Triway varsity baseball team combined with a few personal frustrations I had with members of the web site, I thought it would be better for me to stop posting on the web site altogether. You know, conflict of interest and biased opinions do not get very far on a web site with such a wide variety of people and opinions, plus it was driving me nuts chatting with some of the people on there. So, I made it official and stopped posting on the site. However, as I left I got into somewhat of a wordy conflict with one of the people I met personally on the site, we'll call him "BRF." It seemed like a somewhat bitter and negative way for me to leave the site, and his last words were "I guarantee you will come back to the Huddle someday. You can't stay away, and you know it." I don't have anything personal against BRF, it's just the way things ended that makes me uneasy.

Ever since then, I have been heavily involved with the "other" online sports forum, Yappi. I have built a similar reputation on there and am not about to leave that site, but I feel there is so much local chatter on JJ that I feel I belong there and would enjoy taking part in the conversations, no matter how frustrated I get when certain schools' fans gang up and declare themselves superior. Don't get me started...

The ultimate decision I am faced with is this: Do I let my pride stand in the way and make myself refrain from re-joining JJHuddle like I have so coldly for the past year? Or do I follow my gut and what I want to do, and join the community once again? I know this sounds like such an easy proposition. It's obvious - join the site again, and don't worry about what they think! But no, it's not that easy. I just know BRF, the way he is, will be sitting there, waiting to rub it in my face, telling me he was right all along. He would never let me forget it, either. I don't know. I wish I could explain it, but it really bothered me the way I left the site the first time. But I really enjoyed JJ outside of some of those things. Give me your thoughts!

May God continue to bless you.
-Marcum

What Blogs are For

For a while I have looked into starting some kind of blog to which I would contribute regularly. I thought of all these topics I could write about, and how I would split them up as to make sure I wrote as often as possible. As I began to slowly run out of ideas, I realized how short my list was.

Then I asked myself the question, "What is the point of a blog?" My answer? A blog isn't a means to give one's self attention or to gain popularity based on what and how often you post. A blog is where you post your thoughts. Period. There may be no set pattern, no set content that you plan to cover.

Everyone has those days when you come home from work, church, or Starbucks, and there's something on your mind that you want to tell others. You may want to rant and have all of cyberspace be able to read your frustrations; or you may have an intriguing concept you want to share and convey to your friends; or maybe you just feel like typing a little about what's going on.

That's what a blog is for. Who cares how often, how much, or about what I write; but I can assure you one thing: Whatever I write will be 100% "from the heart," so to speak. Feel free to drop by and read what I have to say, and leave feedback! If I strike a nerve (good or bad), let me hear about it.

May God continue to bless you!
-Marcum